Too Much To Forget (Nothing To Forgive)
I
avoid your look the way you avoid mine.
You pass me by as if I weren't here.
I treat you the same, as you want me to.
None to recognize face to face, so near.
Isolated from each other
I ignore you, you ignore me.
You care no more, I don't give e fuck,
That's easy to think and so hard to feel.
No, can't trick myself, I'm just out of luck,
I've lost oh too much, the pain was too real.
How many more nights of blaming myself?
Found guilty again, condemned to regret.
Did you ever felt inner hate to yourself?
You still can't forgive, I still can't forget.
Now I'm none to you, you're none to me,
There's nothing to give, there's nothing to take.
I wouldn't prevent it if I could forsee.
Everything we shared was just a mistake.
I hear dripping every second
Of torturous empty silence
That sets distance here between us
There's neither warmth, nor coldness.
We're always safe from each other,
I can't hurt you, you can't hurt me.
And sometimes I wonder how could this go so far,
'Cause this wound is too deep to turn into a scar.
Time heals nothing so maybe you
Feel the same pain as I still do.
I still can't forgive...
I still can't forget...